{"id":462,"date":"2012-03-14T04:13:35","date_gmt":"2012-03-14T04:13:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/?p=462"},"modified":"2022-04-04T07:08:41","modified_gmt":"2022-04-04T07:08:41","slug":"the-scent-of-a-boy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/?p=462","title":{"rendered":"The Scent of a Boy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_0311.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-463\" title=\"IMG_0311\" src=\"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_0311-300x191.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"191\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_0311-300x191.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/IMG_0311.jpg 448w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><em>The sound of cicadas chirping at night, the smell of my smallest boy sleeping, the feel of his tiny hands touching my face&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>What is the smell of a boy? It\u2019s like a thick field of lush green grass just cut on a summer day, the smell of warm yellow sunshine, the scent of dark fertile soil freshly ploughed. The smell of joy and hope and kisses and love, that welling in my throat when I\u2019m suddenly surprised \u2013 again \u2013 by just how wonderful life can be and all I can do is weep with gratitude.<\/p>\n<p>There\u2019s a little bit of clean sweat, that whisper of damp that small boys wear so much of the time because they believe that the only way to get from one place to another is by running or skipping or dancing. A\u00a0whiff of the leaves he\u2019s been carrying in his pocket all day, a fistful of tiny flowers a foolish person might call weeds \u2013 flowers he brought me with a passionate \u201cThese are for you, Mommy, because they are brootiful and you are brootiful too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He smells\u00a0sort of\u00a0like leather soccer balls and rubber basketballs and tiny plastic bricks of Lego and fist sized metal racing cars, bike wheels and bread with butter and just a hint of the chocolate he sneaked from the stash by climbing on the kitchen stool to reach into the top of the cupboard.<\/p>\n<p>As he lays sleeping, my smallest boy still smells like the soft pure skin of a baby\u2019s neck, and I know the day is so quickly approaching when he will be bigger than me and that scent won\u2019t linger in his room while he sleeps and all I\u2019ll be able to do is remember&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The sound of cicadas chirping at night, the smell of my smallest boy sleeping, the feel of his tiny hands touching my face&#8230; What is the smell of a boy? It\u2019s like a thick field of lush green grass just &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/?p=462\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[131,132],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=462"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1280,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462\/revisions\/1280"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=462"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=462"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.laurafulton.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=462"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}